Today is my last day at KOG TNS ASIA (formally is TNS SHIPPING SERVICES). I am so surprise that my new friend from Korea in KOG TNS ASIA actually bought me a gift. Really feel sad to leave my friends here. But I have to go for whatever better for me. I finally with Alvin openly. Am really happy that can be with him as he really take care of me and my kids. But I have prepared myself for the worst. He said he ready for being a 'father' for my kids but can see that he not ready. But now i only treasure the time spending with him. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, still don't know what to buy for him. haiz... Rings or braclet? Very fan of thinking what to buy.
I just finished reading my friend's blog and found out alot of truth hiding from inside of her. Something that I was shocked to know till don't know why I feel painful inside my heart. Sometimes not that I wanna to keep the truth inside me, just can't said the truth out. I feel more miserable than anybody. Like I a nobody to him. Isn't it more worst? As a friend, after reading i feel like she watching a show on how I'm gg to fall from this relationship even that is her blog at January. I know she have feeling for him but I always thought no matter who he choose, You as a friend should be happy for him/me. If at that time He chosen her, I will really happy and give them my blessing coz i rather the ones i love and care are happy than being stuck between friendship and love. What should I do about her?? Can someone please advice me? I getting more and more scare of human beings. Thay can be so real and innocent infront of you but in their heart they cruse and scold you. Am I too naive to believe that how friends treat and behave infront of you are their true self?
Quotes for my feeling now after reading her blog:
"Best Friends Listen to what you dont say"
"Never let your friendship die because of a lie, Tell the truth"
"Friends never make assumptions about you. They never expect a reason to go out with you. In fact friends only expect you to be you!"
