True friends?? Bullshit!!

'If you really treasure our friendship, why in the first place you wanna betray it? If you really want me as your friend, why in the first place u throw away the trust i gave you? If you said that you treat me like your sister, why in the place you choose to hurt me deeply and spoilt this fate that god gives? Only one answer, you don't have a heart to treat a person sincerely.'


This is what i wrote on my facebook shoutout this morning. Things happened almost 2 years but every time people keep asking me why i can forgive other people and i can't forgive you. Deep in my heart, someone told me to forgive , but whenever i think of how the thing happened, what the police told me what you told them, what you have tells others etc, I just can't let it go and forgive you. I'm a easily content person and I'm also a person who is easily get hurt. I sometimes really wonder when you give that statement what is going on in your heart. Did you ever regret, guilty or feels shameful of yourself for betraying a friend that being helping you alot, a friend that even she don't have money she will try her best to borrow from friend and lend it to you? Slowly friends around start to show they true font to me. One by one follow you stepping my heart and betray me. Within a year, i was wounded all over. I was too naive to believe that you and those friends are using your heart to be a friend to me. Now i only hope you can  

STOP TELLING PEOPLE YOU STILL MISS 

ME. HYPOCRITE

STOP THINKING WE STILL CAN BE 

FRIEND COZ I WANT NOTHING TO DO 

WITH YOU.