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YEAR 2013 August 9

Feeling confused... feeling irritated... feeling to burst it out.. but am controlling..
hoping that you will know...but I know it is a mission impossible.
Wanna to be loved by you.. wanna to have all your attention.. but it seem like it is in a maze,losing direction of how to show it out...
Always guessing your thinking... always to be mindful while playing with you.. but always getting your cold and hot treatments that makes my heart feeling painful....always asking myself what have I done wrong or will you be giving cold treatment to me again...
I can't take it anymore.. it killing me inside.. it is worst than using a knife to dig a hole in my heart.
Been asking myself if I am not attractive anymore.. been asking myself if you have no more eyes on me anymore.. all these questions is giving me migraine..
Why don't you just tell me and I be glad to leave you alone.
Seriously...  I missing the time of fun and love we used to be and have..
I AM REALLY MISSINGGGGGGgggg....
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