Happy moments & Thoughts..

I am happy during these past months. Know a lot of new friends and best of all, managed to contact back my primary school classmate cum best best friend, RAZALI..Heez.. The feeling was great..Like lost and found my favorite thing. You know, little girl jumping around telling everyone that i managed to contact my long lost ex-classmate.Really thank GOD for that.Making my life a lot brighter.How he find me?? Got his message on 18 Aug 2008 (2.59pm) and i was smiling away for the whole day. We managed to have a lunch appt 2 days after we recontact. Heez.. Had an enjoyable lunch.chat alot and bickering alot too..Hahaha....We still the behaved the same after so long..Haha..Of course got happy things, there will be unhappy things. But today i wish to update only the happy things.

Yesterday (02/09/2008) is my uncle Birthday. My mom open a surprise party for him and invite all my friends.Very sweet of her,rite. Cook some simple food, let the kids running around, women's talk etc..Too bad did not take any pictures yesterday.But I believed everyone enjoyed themselves. On Sunday (31/08/2008), was my Da Yi Birthday.My mom did the same, giving her a surprise visit cum celebration. My Da Yi cried and I feel so touched on that scene.Took some pictures but forgot to bring my cable to upload. :(

One of my closed friends, Amutha, brought me to cut my hair, taught me how to make myself look better, take care of my own health,advice me whenever i need help. I really really thanks her from the bottom of my heart. Especially Elaine and her family, Amutha, Jenny, Angela, DongPing and Iris gave me lots of encouragement and help these few months. Guiding me, sayang me, lending their ears to me, helping me on my kids..a lot that i cant list them out. Just wanna let them know, I really appreciate them and love them.Because of them, I know that reality isn't that cruel to me. I always tell myself I am more fortunate than others as i have this batch of good friends, my dad, my sis, my brother, my mom (eventho she always nag at me and we always quarrel), Gary (who always help me), My current job bosses and colleagues, Razali (ex-classmate cum best friend) and my 3 BAO BEIs..

For my MOM: I LOVE YOU and SORRY for always quarrel with you.You are the only person that i really can sainai with.So please forgive me if i overdo anything.Thank you for not giving up on me eventho I make wong move in my life. I LOVE YOU..muack..

For my DAD,SIS & Brother: Thanks for showing me and my baobeis your love. Thanks for supporting me and never thought of giving me up in life.I LOVE YOU ALL..
For my batch of friends [you know who you are ;) ]: Thank for listening to my complaints, supporting me, guiding me, lending your hands to me n my baobeis..Most of all, make me look pretty and more confident...Heez... *Vomit* So thick-skinned ar...Haha.. LOVE YA, k. Whatever you all did, I engraved it in my heart. MUACK..MUACK..

For GARY: Thank for helping me these 3 years.Lending your hands guiding me how to be strong and independence

For my current bosses and colleagues: Thank for all these time while i'm working in Crusade Services Pte Ltd (My last day 24/09/2008). Your help, understanding, care and concern for me and my 3 kids are appreciated by me and my kids. Thank you for your guidence whether on my work or life.Thank you..

For Razali: Thanks for the thought of contacting me back and searching high and low for the past 13 years.. Am really touched,k ;)

A new look

Was being dragged by my friend, Amutha Baby, to cut my hair. Actually was meeting Elaine's (Dear) family & Amutha (Baby) to eat lunch.But after lunch, Baby said she wanna go salon to wash hair. So i gong gong oso followed her n dear lor. Was chatting with dear while she was doing her hair treatment, then I heard Baby ask the hair-dresser to cut and highlight my hair. I straight away told her bye bye, i wanna go home but she gripped hold my clothe and wun let me go. Got no choice to cut my hair. After i saw wat she wanna the hair-dresser to cut, i got a shock coz it was short lor. But kenna shut up by her. haha.. The 2 photos below are the photo while i highlighting my hair after cutting it.

Complaining about the hair too short.

Wat to do!! nothing can be done now..Peace.. :)

1st day at work with my new hairstyle. Nice??

This is Baby - Amutha

Opps..Kena caught snapping her photo

Stare at me liao..-.-'

Was attack by little chee ko pek.. n....

He got her...haha..

LOVE THEM so much. Thanks for everything k.

To all the K.P.O.s.. out there.

In a person life, there always alots of regrets and gambles. Regret in making the wrong decision like break off with the guy/gal that she/he loves.Gamble to ask for a re-patch. Whether success or not, depend on fate. When got chance don grap hold, let the chance slip thru the fingers.When no chance, grap it tightly till it suffocated.Chances don come like that.Always grap the opportunities whenever it comes to you. Once gone, it will be ALWAYS Gone.Don regret on what the decision you decide,oso don blames on the other party.Wat you can blame is only yourself n fate that always like to play a joke on ppl.

Human tend to blames everything on the women and the men will be always the right one. Wat individual goes thru, no ones know so don make any comments to anything that you don noe. You only making the things worst and even hurt the person even deeper. Revenge is only proving yourself that you are once a failure in life. Being thru alot, and life getting harder n tired. Wat can really help to just the outsider shut their big mouth up and go on with their life and don bother able other?If so free to kpo about ppl's life, why don't they just mind their own business? 家家有本难念的经。谁又了解事实的内容？

Colouring Contest Photos on 13th July 2008.

Yesterday was the Colouring Contest organise by CDAC..
Jerome ~


Jermine ~~


Rayson (Always address me as Cindy Jie Jie, Hahaha..)~~~


Me and Jerome Precious ~!

Me and Jermine Princess ~!~!

Me and Rayson

Group photo (2 or 3 person) :)




See at the boy wearing yellow and black strips t-shirt (Rayson)..Cant stay still for 5 min to take photo..Hahaha..

Sand and Stone

This is an email that my upline and sis emailed to me. I find it very nice and like to share with you guys out there:-

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT,
AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE.

THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT,
BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING,WROTE IN THE SAND
'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE'.

THEY KEPT ON WALKING,UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH.

THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE
AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING,HE WROTE ON A STONE:
'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE'.

THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM,
'AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND
AND NOW,YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'

THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND,
WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT'.

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND
AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON,
AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM,
A DAY TO LOVE THEM,
BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.

Happy news to share with you!!

Yipee..I have passed my Basic Theory Test on Thursday.Was damn so worried that I cannot pass.I managed to remember some of the rules i could not remember or understand on the trial test. Can book for my Final Theory Test (FTT) but thinking whether to have the trial test for FTT or just book the actual test. uhmm...So excited and really happy. Can't wait to take my FTT and go for my partical. Heez... This is the 2nd best news I wanna share with you all.



The 1st one is i the hearing for my divorce matter. I can actually remember the wrong date..Haha..I really sotong.Haha.. It should be on 24th June 2008, not 26th June 2008. Whew..luckily on the 19th June 2008 got met up with my lawyer orelse I have to redo the whole process. But my lawyer told me that it maybe extend the hearing to another date or wat if the judge find the terms n conditions is not acceptable or my reasons of divorce are not strong enuff. But the main purpose on that day is divorce matter.The rest can wait at a later time to settle. I really hope that this can settle asap because I finally can have my own life back without that idiot disturbing me. And dont have to drag this matter longer.. Please help me to pray that on 24th June 2008 can settle this matter once and for all. I am praying very hard..

Updates on me

Hi All,

Thank you for showing me the concern during last fews weeks. M now feeling much better. Finally got the letter from legal aid to inform me to attend the hearing at court this month for my divorce matter. M so happy as finally can put a full stop to this matter. :) Most my friends said me siao siao coz they first time see people get the court letter so happy. Hahaha... After settle this, I have to settle the money for the case, rental, Sp bills and all the debts I owe my family members and friends. Also my clients n friends that order drinks for me.Really m sorry that you have to wait till so long. Once the case proceed, I will be able to more 'xin nan' as one problem solved.

My sister went for a makeover and she looks so pretty. Bur I prefer the one that she got a coat on. Heez.. Think next time we both save up and bring my family members to have a family photo. :) Hope can realise soon...