LOVE to build bonding,but WORDS to destroy it

These few months is my most tedious times. A lots of things happened around me.The most dramatic one is my marriage life. When i was giving up hope on it,angels comes.It really touches my heart when this person offered the help to me.Because i never ever expect he will call me out and wanna to have a talk with me.

In these 7 years,I was alone in his family.At first i do not feel this way,it is when few certain things I really need help from his side but the person i asked rejected me.It is about 2 lives and well being of 2 kids at the age of 1 yr old and 2 yr old. Very hurt,disappointed and sad that time.I have no choice but to trouble my own family members.Whenever I need help, I cant get the help from them.From then on, I assumed that I do not belongs to his family

Whenever i ask him to join in any events my side organise,he will reject me and said bo liao,so troublesome,for wat etc..Until to an extend that i do not bother to ask him anymore coz i sure i will get rejection.Even we address our parents and siblings when we were having conversation,we were using ur dad,my dad,my mom,my sis,ur brother... Haiz...This is so..... :-(

In these 7 years,there are alots of things which make me now die heart towards him.Pronounce die,but this person who offered me his help still did not give up.Really appreciated.But please don't put too high hope.I do not wish to disappointed another person in my life.Already made lots of ppl sad,hurts, disappointed etc... coz of this problem,i really do not wish that i have disappoint u in any way.Thanks for the help..Wish you all the best.