Goals??Wishes??

Latest photo of them..Taken on 24/12/2007 (Yanshan b'day)

Year 2008....What are my wishes? In the past, I will always think what my goals and wishes for a new year.This year is different.Lack of the feeling for all these goals and wishes..Maybe too tired le ba.Year 2007 is not a very good year for me.Mentally and physically tired.

My only goal now is to bring up the children, give all my best to them. Zhouhui is doing quite well either in his Primary 1 or the life he is in now. His ex-tuition teacher (for 4 lessons only.haha..) feedback to Martha (my social worker) that he likes to learn new things and study. Below is the attachment that Martha email to me:-
Just have a favour to ask of you. See if you can get additional tuition help for both Andrean and Zhou Hui. They are good kids, willing to learn when well motivated. On my last day with them, I was surprised that both of them had refused to go home though their family members were there to pick them up. Instead, they were both happily copying and writing words that I had either left on the white board or they were interested to write about. I see that they have the interest to learn and this must continue to be nurtured. Especially Zhou Hui, he is hardworking and willing and actually, I think he is quite self motivated to perform well. As for Andrean, he needs someone to guide him but given the correct circumstances,he can manage quite well.

After reading it, I feel so proud of him. Even till now when i tell people about it,they all realise my face expression is different..Heez...

Yanshan feels better now about the divorce thingy. Glad that she's feeling better coz she has affected by this incident alot. Still can remember she hugged me in one Sunday morning and cried.It still breaks my heart when i think of.

The most least affected is Zhoule.Hahaha...He still din notice that his father has moved out even he heard him n the brother mentioned before. Maybe is because he is still young, still don understand what has happened. Now I am trying to let him know bit by bit.trying not to let hurt him or wat.

I will not what the children are thinking.So now whatver I'm going to do or tell them, I have to be very careful. We are getting closer everyday, every hours, every minutes we spend together and I treasure it alot. Many thanks to my family members and friends. They give me alots of support these few months.Also my current company, the bosses help me alot by giving support and let me take leave or time off if i needed to.Many many thanks..