Stupid of me.. *Angry*

Last week Ah Ping came to Singapore for renewing VISA for Alex boy boy, also I introduce my insurance agent to her as she like to get a saving policy. After the meet up, we (Ah Ping, Gary, me, Alex boy boy, Jerome & Jermine) went to have supper. We were chatting about some issue regards my new friends I know from internet and from friends. Don know why we talk about that idiot (Ah Long). Gary know about what that idiot scolded Ah Ping that time before my birthday in Year 2007 and what he said about Ah Ping personality. So Ah Ping told us that actually she and her husband, Jack, became like this is partically coz of Ah Long. She said Ah Long at that time kept calling her and asked her over for dinner.Asked her what she doing, have she taken her meal yet.When he called Jack to check whether he would like to play mahjong, he also asked him what is Ah Ping doing,have to taken her meal, this and that..WHAT THE HECK!!!!! My hatred towards him increased. I as a wife to him at that time, he never even asked me am I feeling better even I'm sicked, he went to ask other ppl's wife for f***!!!! I angry with myself for being so stupid to believe him whole heartedly that he will never betray my trust on him.
Then yesterday I went to find a friend of mine at Terminal 3. I told Mandy about this. She gave me another reason to prove that I being stupid to trust that idoit again.But this time involve with another person, A. His so-called god sister. She told me that A told her batch of friends ( Her husband know them) that she had an affair with that idiot before and has being on bed too..*disappointed* *sad* *angry* But there are a lots if ?s in this. I can't figure our why she go and tell them. And also why she mentioned his name out. But they don noe who is Ah Long and me at that time, so they wouldn't any how spread rumours. Aiyah...Lots of questions coming to my mind.So pek cek..Decided to call up A to ask her and just smsed her to ask her to call me.
Me really so stupid..Always let ppl betray my trust on them, now even my own husband betrayed me. Like he always says 人在做天在看. I will see how the heaven going to 'take care' of him. :)