Stress

Today is the last day of April and also the starting of Zhouhui's exam. Really depressed and somehow I cant take it. Zhouhui keep sleep-talking at midnight, begging me don force him.He really don noe how to do. Start crying said he want to study but don understand the words. What should I do? I cut down the revision time with him in order that he will not feel that stress. But this matter somehow don't works. Feel so heart pain.. What should I do? How should I do? I really don noe.

Mixed feeling

Wow~! Being living alone with Bao Bei s for 4 months le. Somehow rather I enjoy and love my life now.Even thought is quite tiring and stressful, but i really enjoy the process of the grow up of my 3 Bao Bei s.. Our bonding are more stronger than before and they are so sweet and understanding.I really LOVE them.
Zhouhui's mid-year exam coming.I was stressfu over this. Got lots of bad feedback from his teacher,said that he did not concentrate when studying, spelling very weak, chinese oso weak etc.. Haiz.. Maybe because of me n Ah Long thing affected him. He has a very high ego and pride. That is very bad as I cant let what I taught him to go inside his memory. N I know he oso under alots of pressure. So sorry dear boy.. I do not need him to get high marks.I just want him to put in his effort. Even if he failed after he tried his best, I will not angry or scold him.But... Haiz... He got what his father has.
I hope I can let him understand what I'm trying to tell him and let him put that in mind.I do not wish to have another Ah Long. This little' Ah Long' I can leave him, so I hope things will be better for him from now on. Please bless him..

Worries..

Times really flies..Now preparing for Zhouhui's mid-year exam. Last night he sleep-talking, now i I don noe whether is it I'm giving him alot of stress.I feel so heart pain. Even thought I know it is no choice and he has to go thru this but still I thinking why Singapore got to make the children so suffering. This year is Zhouhui, next year will be Yanshan..I so worry about them.Haiz..
Life is better for us.Still got lots of worries..Like money, stress level the kids having, whether I'm giving enough attention to the kids anot..Being a single parent not easy but I working very hard to be the best that I can give to them.Hope things will be better for the kids.Me really worries... =.=..God bless the children..Praying sincerity.

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Thoughts..

Last few weeks were really busy busy for me. I intend to stop working part time on weekends.Wanna to spend more times with the kids plus my body getting weak. Always having giddy spells. Will still help out sometimes but not everyweek le.Just too tired and miss the time with my kids. :) I think they will be very happy if they know that I can spend more time with them. Looking forward to spend times with them and my family. Yipee!!!!!!