Mixed feeling

Wow~! Being living alone with Bao Bei s for 4 months le. Somehow rather I enjoy and love my life now.Even thought is quite tiring and stressful, but i really enjoy the process of the grow up of my 3 Bao Bei s.. Our bonding are more stronger than before and they are so sweet and understanding.I really LOVE them.
Zhouhui's mid-year exam coming.I was stressfu over this. Got lots of bad feedback from his teacher,said that he did not concentrate when studying, spelling very weak, chinese oso weak etc.. Haiz.. Maybe because of me n Ah Long thing affected him. He has a very high ego and pride. That is very bad as I cant let what I taught him to go inside his memory. N I know he oso under alots of pressure. So sorry dear boy.. I do not need him to get high marks.I just want him to put in his effort. Even if he failed after he tried his best, I will not angry or scold him.But... Haiz... He got what his father has.
I hope I can let him understand what I'm trying to tell him and let him put that in mind.I do not wish to have another Ah Long. This little' Ah Long' I can leave him, so I hope things will be better for him from now on. Please bless him..