RIDICULOUS~~~

This blog is for the person who changed my colourless life to a very colourful life.But now the colours have fade away. You deserted me.You forsake me. You demoralize me when I am ready back to actions. You make me lose faith and trust in you. You are being unfair. You assume everythings. You did not even to bother to clear up theso called 'offences' that i 'made' but your mouth kept saying you cares for me.All is bullshits.. I am DISAPOINTED, SAD, HURT, IRRITATE by what in your mind.ARGH~~~!!!This is damm so ......!!!!!!!!!

You keep saying that we are rebellious, jealous of the newcomers, not committed enuff,were not there when you need us most..What is your define of all these?

These are all my defines of the action you showed me : Rebellious because of not agreed with you.Jealous over the newcomers because you think we are fighting over the ranks,not having your attention etc.. Not committed enuff because you think we were heck caring, not there with you in your so called 'battles',Not calling you in the middle of the nite to follow up with you. Were not there with you when you need us most because you think we should do what you wants us to do but you never told us what you wants us to do, did not accompany you to fight your so called 'battles'..

Please use your brain to think and your heart to feel when you says all these to us. You down,everything we do is wrong,commited offences.You happy, anything we do you ok with it.You said you will not step in unnecessary but when we need you to step in,Where are you? Only in your own world blaming us,demoralise us,accusing us....When we tried to behave back like what we used to be,the words in your emails and SMSes pierce thru our hearts.If that is your purpose, CONGRATULATION to you.