Today is a new start for my life. We had ended our relationship last night after our last chat. He agreed to let me be the caregiver of the 3 kids and we had stated the terms and conditions. In him, he hated me for applying PPO.He told me that on that day we went to family court, our feeling and marriage already gone. He said he has do his best to save this marriage and he have no regret coz he already done his best. I agreed with him as I have done my best too. He blamed me for alots of things and I let it be coz no point arguing.I let time to prove everything. Anyway, when a couple ended up divorcing, the lady side is always on the disadvantage. I just have to tolerate for these period of time. I believe GOD is fair.
During the last talk we had, I actually soften my heart and intend to op out the filing of divorce,but when I heard that actually he is with another woman now. He don't feel guilty or sorry for it. I decided to go on with the divorcing. My heart ached.And till now is still painful.Last night was not a good night for me but I believe I can survice. I will let myself to mend my wound in the heart for the promise he make and break. I will cry it this thing this week. After this, I don't owe him and he don't owe me. What we have in common will be only the 3 kids. But I glad that at least there is a woman can give him what I cant give. Sincerely give him and that girl my blessing.
To: Ah Long (Once was my beloved husband)
All the best to you and your future wife/girlfriend.
If you really wanna the girl to be your partner for future, treasure her and don treat her like what you have treated me.
1 comment:
Farisha:
Cindy, be strong okay.
This is how life shud be. We sumtimes feel happy & sumtimes sad.
You must be able to take it wif all your heart. I know u hav been thru alot of pain & sadness, but be thankful coz u atleast had ur children.
Like wat they say, if u give away something, you will surely get somethin in return. So ur husband left you, but u got ur children.
I hope all the best for u in life k. Stay strong. Tat's the most important thing. & give ur children alot of LOVE. Coz i know, u r a good mother to them.
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